Monday, February 15, 2010

Finally, it's getting better.....

Ugh, so much has been going on, but so much that I am NOT going to blog about....life is slowing sorting itself out and taking a turn for the better...FINALLY!!!!

We are still here, and making each other laugh everyday...

I'll be back...

Monday, February 1, 2010

Randoms...

I am: a little sleepy...


I think: way too much!!  about dumb things...I over analyze.

I know: I am loved.

I have: a Bug & a family that I wouldn't give up for the world.


I wish: I never had to worry about money again.


I hate: the feeling of lonliness.


I miss: my sanity.  Where did it go?


I fear: failure.


I hear: myself typing.


I smell: somebody cooking their lunch.


I crave: something salty...good thing I am snacking on corn chips.


I search: to the moon and back to find what I want that makes Nolan and I happy.


I wonder: what my future holds.


I regret: very few things...I can't change it now.


I love: myself....hahahaha...kidding...there are a few people that I would do ANYTHING for, and they know who they are.


I ache: when Nolan is hurting


I am not: co-ordinated, sneaky nor graceful.


I believe: that my life is getting better and better.


I dance: like the white girl I am.


I sing: all the time.


I cry: more in happiness and frustration than ever in sadness.


I fight: for what I believe is right, even if I am fighting alone.


I lose: my patience far too often.  Sorry Bug.


I win: arguments very seldom...never argue with a toddler...you will always lose.


I never: put the dishes away last night...dang it.


I always: enjoy a bubble bath before bed.


I confuse: to, and too all the time.


I listen: in on other people's conversations...teehee


I am scared: that I am not enough to make other people happy.


I need: to relax.


I am happy about: having a home, having a car, and a job, an amazing son...shall I continue??


I can usually be found: playing lego, or building hot wheel tracks.